puisi bulan by nicholas saputra.

akhirnya semua akan tiba pada suatu hari yg biasa
pada suatu ketika yg telah lama kita ketahui
apakah kau masih sambut dahulu memintaku minum susu
sambil membenarkan letak leher kemejaku

kabut tipis pun turun pelan-pelan di lembah kasih
lembah bandalawangi
kau dan aku tegak berdiri melihat hutan” yg menjadi suram
meresapi belaian angin yg menjadi dingin

apakah kau masih membelaiku semesra dahulu
ketika kudepak, kau dekaplah lebih mesra
lebih dekat

apakau kau masih akan berkata
kudengar dekap jantungmu
kita begitu berbeda dalam semua
kecuali dalam cinta

* i am so in love with the words. it is proven that love is blind. no matter how different the personalities of the two lovebirds are, when there is love, they become one. love is magic. love is a blessing. so everyone, its not too late to tell your loved ones how much you love them. dont wait, just say it out.

p/s: I LOVE YOU! to my family members, era, farah, tmah, ain ! no one could replace you guys in my heart . <3

SZK.

love & sacrifice

"aku punya berita",
khabarmu pada ku
aku terkedu
aku rasai bahang itu
aku tidak sabar ingin tahu
aku mendengar penjelasanmu

hambar,
kecewa,
terkedu,
aku tidak mengerti
pernah seketika dahulu aku rasakan
kini aku tahu aku harus lepaskanmu

terdiam membisu
air mata membasahi pipiku
aku harus merelakanmu
walaupun sulit bagiku
aku akan dan harus merelakanmu..


*emotional. honestly, i dont really know what i feel. it's killing me inside but i have to let go. LOVE MEANS SACRIFICE.
oh ya, btw, i'm going out with my girlfriends tomorrow! yeayyy! i cant wait! i miss them so much man. lets rock the world girls!

p/s: listening to waktu yang tepat untuk berpisah by sheila on 7, saat terakhir by st12, please dont leave me by pink, big girls dont cry by fergie, belaian jiwa by innuendo, sayang by kru, with you by chris brown, say goodbye by chris brown, when you're gone by avril lavigne, tercipta untukku by ungu, stay close dont go by secondhand serenade, buat aku tersenyum by sheila on 7, cinta jangan kau pergi by sheila majid, now and forever by richard marx, perpisahan by anuar zain and i'm CRYING!! grr. sabar ceeka. sabar. love means sacrifice. okay.

SiZuKa.

aku memang egois.

specially for you ____ ,

bila aku gembira,
senyumlah denganku,
bila aku sedih,
usaplah air mataku,
bila aku merajuk,
PUJUKlah hatiku,

aku amat memerlukanmu,
hadirlah dalam hidupku,
aku hanya inginkanmu,
aku cuma tidak mahu mengaku,
tapi aku yakin kau tahu,
apa yang aku mahu.


LOVE,
SZK.

welcome back home, ceeka!

hey and hello world! it's me again. today is my official independence day from the form four final examination. i was extremely exhausted during the three weeks. insufficient hours of sleep and now i look like a panda. don't wanna write too much now. i wanna make it short and simple. will update again soon!

p/s: 171109 is coming soon :). time flies so fast man!

SZK.

hello :)

hello everyone. i've deleted my old posts and decided to write on something more realistic. LOL.
so see ya.
buhbye!

SZK.